Take a look around you, all the things and people you like, this website, its members, the videos, the people you meet here, their photography, and everything that's worked for you... it's not going to last forever. You've got a hunch that something will be gone in a day, in a week, in a month, in a year, in a few years, but you shrug it off. You've done this before, wishing that you didn't have to "miss" something or someone so bad as you do now...some memory, some interaction, some quality of a person, or a unique atmosphere. Things change. You change. Not everyone will like something you do different. Take the time to realize what's worked for you, because it won't be there forever. Don't shrug it off again. Take a moment to cherish it this time.